Am getting Cold Feet....(Literally)

Yes in the literal sense of the word....my room is bloody freezing and my feet are numb cold with two pairs of socks on!


Jokes aside though.....I have a potential rishtha engagement this weekend and well its been a while since I have "played the field" so to speak and I am nervous so yeh cold feet in the non-literal sense as well.  


I just recently have been attending some practimate seminars which gives women (mainly 25-35) tips on how to approach a guy in the "halaal" way and ask the right questions and answer the questions to what he wants to hear....i picked up a few tips I must say. I learnt that my personality should not be a job application .... well this is a bit dubious...I mean if you have sat through one then you know that the mother in law interviews you like it was a job application!


Well I have been unemployed for nearly 4 months now so although i knew this day was coming...I somehow felt this urge to not really be serious about it and just wing it? I am slightly annoyed at the situation though..I mean I really am genuinely busy this sunday and next sunday with an ALM course but these two sundays are the only days that they can come...I cant even begin to tell you how I cannot miss this one as my mum will literally unleash the apocalypse on me and that my friends aint going to be pretty, considering last time I was also at a course and I said no. 


But its timing right? and Qadr right? well thats what I keep telling myself. 


Okay so I have literally a few days to not only plan a seminar and make sure everything comes together but also get my interview mode and questions in check ... plus my mum wants me to lose a stone in 3 days?! lol...I mean seriously...why do I even bother? I am only going to put it back on after I get Married? innit? I think all Married women can attest to that?


So I guess I will blog the after-effects? Till next week....